Noahie's Blog
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Yeah, I'm stupid—serendipitously stupid. Oh, life's rigged? Okay then, just be so stupid that you come out on top; th...
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Fuck self-redemption. I can't do this shit alone. I hate this world, but I love the people in it enough to stick arou...
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This morning has so far been going well, but almost too well. I've been feeling more manic these last few days, which...
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You know that rhetorical question parents like to use? The one about the friend jumping off the bridge, right? I'm th...
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Self-aware, but not self examined. That phrase has been plaguing me something fierce. Along with an actual bout of si...
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No big thesis for today—well, at least not yet. I've been feeling better over this last week or so, but the thing tha...
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I've been having to remind myself why I write, especially after dealing with the bout of shame from grappling with it...
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Man, the page really does feel like it's on fire today, so I better write fast. I felt myself getting manic again, wh...
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I've been struggling with feelings of shame. With this project, confessing all the things I have—all under my governm...
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I'm afraid of moving on. There's a certain paralysis-by-analysis that plagues me, if you can believe it! Even with al...
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Remember when discourse used to be called rhetoric? Even though those French deconstructionists aptly foresaw its col...
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Hey man, remember when that 80s nostalgia-wave-core or whatever was really hot back in the 2010s? Like The Midnight, ...
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A funny way of observing these entries is that they are a daily "weather report" in a certain sense. More established...
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One can be smart and disabled, you know? I remember as a teenager during the peak of Obama II how the increasing rhet...
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A fun prompt engineering trick for my fellow writers out there: take whatever writing you have, upload it to the mode...
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Man, taking that kpin yesterday really helped. Although last night, I made the mistake of drinking too much caffeine ...
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Hey, remember that one time you destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing? Yeah, me neither. I needed a short break...
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God does not want your zeal. Well, at least He doesn't want mine, anyway. No, a broken spirit and a contrite heart ar...
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Man, I'm exhausted. Last night, I spent a fair portion of the evening alone in my car in this parking lot I frequent....
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Having a gun isn't about who you shoot. I woke up this morning feeling not quite depressed anymore, glory to God. Thi...