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Noahie's Blog

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  • Outbursts

    Man, the page really does feel like it's on fire today, so I better write fast. I felt myself getting manic again, wh...

  • None

    I've been struggling with feelings of shame. With this project, confessing all the things I have—all under my governm...

  • Rest Up

    I'm afraid of moving on. There's a certain paralysis-by-analysis that plagues me, if you can believe it! Even with al...

  • Unutterable Whispers

    Remember when discourse used to be called rhetoric? Even though those French deconstructionists aptly foresaw its col...

  • Gas Station Variant

    Hey man, remember when that 80s nostalgia-wave-core or whatever was really hot back in the 2010s? Like The Midnight, ...

  • Weather Report

    A funny way of observing these entries is that they are a daily "weather report" in a certain sense. More established...

  • Little Cloud

    One can be smart and disabled, you know? I remember as a teenager during the peak of Obama II how the increasing rhet...

  • Puer Temporis

    A fun prompt engineering trick for my fellow writers out there: take whatever writing you have, upload it to the mode...

  • Collapse

    Man, taking that kpin yesterday really helped. Although last night, I made the mistake of drinking too much caffeine ...

  • Small Cross

    Hey, remember that one time you destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing? Yeah, me neither. I needed a short break...

  • Impetuous

    God does not want your zeal. Well, at least He doesn't want mine, anyway. No, a broken spirit and a contrite heart ar...

  • Insentient Dust

    Man, I'm exhausted. Last night, I spent a fair portion of the evening alone in my car in this parking lot I frequent....

  • Gun and Sword

    Having a gun isn't about who you shoot. I woke up this morning feeling not quite depressed anymore, glory to God. Thi...

  • Crown of Shit

    When I get depressed, it's much easier to forget what matters, usually because of the anguish that comes from it. Som...

  • Tiring

    One nice thing about being depressed is that it almost feels like I have the luxury to tell God, "No, Lord, turn your...

  • Black Chasm

    I think the worst kind of writer is not just one who doesn't read, but one who doesn't go out of their way to read go...

  • Amplifier

    This post is a submission to this month's Bear Blog Carnival, and the theme is "An album that got you through a hard ...

  • Re: The Palantir Manifesto

    I can't believe I'm this late on reading the Palantir Manifesto, which is a summary of some book Alex Karp published ...

  • Grains

    I spent most of yesterday asleep, but my body can't keep me from the page for long. No, I'm back here again today, an...

  • Fallibly Lost

    Many things in life can seem cruel or indifferent, but that's just because we can't always recognize the greater thin...